The world happen to be largely something that keeps throwing you off track. You may not plan to create any harm, yet you might be treated unfairly or so you would feel.
I do not understand whether whatever is happening is for my own good or not. If what is good is heart wrenching I don't see much good in it. I guess
I am more closer to my animal instincts and my behavior often is along that path. I like or don't like. When there is a situation where I am not finding it in me to dislike but I should because that is what I should be doing in the situation, I get baffled. I also don't understand when people show dislike when they are trying to get away from what they like. Equally confusing.
But it does disturb me nevertheless when something that's supposed to be good, is going way bad. It also makes me melancholy. Which tends to make me do things I do not like doing.
Can't be helped however. This is the world I live in. And it beats me, how I will survive in it. I often feel I don't belong. But survive I must and make the most of whatever moments available to me.
Life is not too long that you need to complicate it unnecessarily. God knows mostly it gets complicated well enough without trying to make it so.
