Fork in the road ...

I dont really get it ... when I seem to have these mood swings ... and feel helpless to do anything about it ...

I roughly know that my life isnt having any serious issues ... far lesser storms ... and i have been braving them long enough that its getting easier to deal with them now ...

But that doesnt mean I am invincible ... sensitivity is something I still have in me ... and that makes me still have those ups and downs ...

The uncertainities are those which makes me even more confused ...how do I chose which is the right road ... how will I know which one to take ... and whom do I ask for directions ... what if the different people I ask show me different roads ... lots of confusion ...

I am also not getting a clear indication from my instinct ... its fluctuating ... not giving me a clear notion of what to do ... and I am unable to be sure about what choice to make ...

And this is being a very important one, I am stuck since its a choice that would take me to a one way street. I make the choice and then I cannot go back ...

Well ... its always going to be storms and whirlwinds I suppose ... and in the end if I dont choose a road ... I will be hearded along one anyway ... coz there is only so long that i can resist the flow and stop before the fork in the road ...